| | I just want to be okay. I dont understand how is it that I still love him and want to be with him so much. I miss him so much. I have been crying for hours now and it seems as if I would never stop. I just wish that yesterday never happened. I wish that we just keep trying to make our relationship work. I just wish that you could of made that change for me sooner. I just wish everything was the same again because I missed you so much because I still love you and because I am hurting with or without you. Silly me to rather take the pain than to be without you. I just told you I rather you just let things go when things were already going wrong, but honestly I don't. I just feel so stupid because time after time I gave you chances and really hoped that each time you would show me that you truly loved me by making a change but you never did until now and it seems like its too late. I am not trying to be emo, but no matter how hard I try to forget you, I just cant. I put so much into our relationship and yet I end up with a heartbreak. God tell me what to do. Tell me what I CAN do. I am hurting so bad that I can only say that I am hurting...I am hurting so bad that I can only cry just so...I can at least feel a little numb. I dont want to feel what I feel anymore. Someone please help.... |
| | Posted 4/30/2008 5:19 AM - 18 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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